I guess today means I've been around yet another year since my whelping. Lucky me.
It's not as though I enjoy being this way; I don't. But there are people that simply can't be saved. I feel like I'm too far gone to salvage much of anything from this life. No, I'm not going to do anything to quicken the inevitable, I'm just pointing out the realization I made whilst reflecting on my failures of my past year of life.
So, I'll continue to go through the motions; in the Fall I'll go back to school, come home, lather, rinse, repeat. Summer's a hard time for me due to the lack of a solid routine, but I can't do a Summer term with my other responsibilities this Summer.
And keep on hoping for this bad dream to end.